Silence not making a decision with TIME

This may be the secret of God-an evil god-that silence is unable to make a decision with time when we act thoughtfully of physically. This may correlate with why Hindus worship idols, the idols being silent showing the disability of silence because idols are silent-reflecting that Krishna has a disability. I have pre-diabetes, possibly indicating that my prognosis of silence correlates with this sickness, disabling a physical correction of the body. I am certain that anxiety correlates to this also. People often make decisions silently not knowing the ramifications of my reasoning. It is also possible that our hearts are a prisoner to this when it beats, since we don't hear it. Our watches are generally silent and no one is telling us that this is a fault. If silence makes a decision with time, the spirits may be able to understand life since the soul will become intelligent-enabling it to "hear" us.