Resonance; in a high pitch can break and shatter glass, Begs the question, is it live or Memorex   

This is the first time I'm commenting on your posts, Ronald.

I spent the first 45 years of my life in Guyana and the remaining 18 in Canada. I never heard about anxiety attacks in Guyana. No newspaper discussed it.

But, you know what? I've had continuous spells of anxiety since childhood. Will my teacher beat me at school for not doing homework? Will I pass my exams and tests? Will my father beat me for failing two subjects? Will my sister tell my parents she caught me reading Kama Sutra? Will I get the job I applied for? Will the job interview be tough? Will my boss send me home for reaching work one hour late? Will that girl agree to go to the cinema with me? Will that other girl show up for the date we arranged? What will my parents say to my marrying a Muslim girl? Will my wife get a healthy looking baby with ten fingers and ten toes? Will I get the permanent visa from the Canadian High Commission? How soon? Will I get a job in my field in Canada? Will I fall the first time I ride an escalator? Will yuji22 call me a PNC stooge again on GNI Political? Will Rev pluck a phrase from my comment and remark on it out of context? And so on....

I never knew those concerns reflected anxiety and that Canadians view it as a medical issue. I never discussed it with my family doctor here because it has been my normal way from childhood. I don't intend to, ever.

My anxiety is me, as is my happiness.

damn Gil...I been getting the same attacks since ah was a lil bai

Anxiety attacks occur more so in persons of limited reasoning, so Gilly I think you were more so excited, rather than anxious.     

I think the anxiety attacks may be due to control of  my rates with fixed rates. Rates such as heart beat, breathing, walking, talking, thinking, etc. The clock has a fixed rate, the AC is 60 hertz, the calendar is fixed and the orbit of the moon. Look at people walking--don't you suspect something is controlling their rates of movements. The speed of computers are fixed and the speed limit on a highway. I may just have to adjust my movement in some way compared to those things relatively to stop the anxiety attacks. 

That is a very cruel statement to Gil. Is this a joke or your lack of compassion? 

I felt better today as compared to many years of Anxiety. I reasoned yesterday that maybe I am afraid of relativity of things and people approaching as I walk not knowing what will arrive. I reasoned also that the anxiety was due to my conduction like in electricity and wires related to movement of bodies and somehow that effects the nerves and signal transmissions (I deal with electrical power with my hobby electronics). Maybe I am testing the blood of others by looking at them using my conscience and because their blood is unseen somehow I get anxiety attacks. Without being paranoid I would have never concluded these things and I am glad of my paranoia. 

Crossing paths in memory due to body movements may be the cause of love and creating a gay mentality. Crossing paths in memory may be cancelling the male/female opposite gender relationship and bonding the male to male and female to female genders. So be wary if you are in rooms with others since you will cross paths in memory. The sexuality and the paranoia will be cancelled and paranoia will not allow the interception of others with thoughts which is a fault in human functionality. This may be related to the cross Jesus was on when he was crucified. 

Oi Ron, we got a poster here name Yugi, he might ketch all that and try and get himself into oneadem rooms and cross paths with dem memories. He lil funny

Ron, the rapping you did on your site, was it to your writings?

That rap is improvised--developed as I go along-hence the term AutoRap.

It seems people don't contemplate with thought on the TV and in public and that is suspicious. I am always contemplating what to say next, presuming what the other person is thinking. People don't respect my mission or submission due to my humility. When space is eliminated between thought and force, there is anxiety caused by the stress of time. This may be due to the "ukfc" (please assemble word) of the mind (mind = 0) with 1 (there is no element with atomic number 0--I believe the first unit of count is 0). I am testing time with space in equilibrium using the lunar force (the moon is related to insanity and may be the dead daughter of lord Krishna). The people in the mental health field don't want the mentally ill to have any dominion or to beat a drum for themselves. With anxiety attack am I unable to warp as with the motion of switching (crossing legs walking or using a light switch)? Again this limitation may be due to the crucifixion or Christ (the cross acting as a short circuit to join mind and body with pain using anxiety). 

Haiku

a moment of trust

death testing time with the space

god fearing my life