Call me what you may but I sexed myself for several years from about 1981-1985 and I am glad I am not doing this still because I would be compelled to be gay and I don't want that. Do you know what this act is called. I think the anti-Christ made me do it to dishonor me for life. For this reason I have sympathy for homosexuals because of the risk and chance of their sodomy which is in a way brave since I have thoughts of "What does sodomy feel like?", as if I need to resolve the universal problem of corruption of life partly with the help of this knowledge through personal experience. 

SYSTEM: God must know how sodomy feels like right system? Have him let me know system please because I am sure he is gay and is responsible for the destruction of my life and most of us system. Some of you may think this act of self-intercourse must me mainly responsible for my mental illness.