I am at a moderate level with my depression and think it is necessary to process  my personality with my level of regulation depression. With Indian integration of western lifestyles, there can be insecurities in what is honored first or second to set a state of self-recognition. Should I go to my parents house or my boyfriend's house after work? Should I look more beautiful today or should I act more innocent to my boss? With depression you have limited faith in yourself or others and it is a struggle to trust without some evaluation of those you encounter. Maybe Deepika is struggling with identification of herself as she compares her personality to others or maybe she has a problem with loved ones and self-evaluation is difficult because she has no time to reason for answers to her feelings because of a busy lifestyle. Maybe she has to make choices that the general public will not agree with such as how to dress or what to say to men she has a problem with. Maybe she wants to be with the poor and the business will not allow it due to her status as a star. She may have sexual or racial issues that are not considered normal and for a Hindu--if she is one, becomes difficult when you are dealing with whites or blacks because these people act like they have no defects but with a "what you see is what you get" attitude. A solution is just to remain moral--simply that, remain moral; it is not difficult to figure out. Have a kind heart and you will be at peace with yourself to sustain yourself for the journey of life. If she doesn't have a pet she might what to get a dog or a cat for comfort. I am hoping she recovers and her illness does not escalate. What sustains me with my illness is a strong desire to be a person with integrity and to make judgments fairly as I face people daily to boost the power of my heart with a sense of goodness. Deepika, I don't know you but I send my concern to you and wish you the very best in your life and career--let me touch you from a distance with the sound my heart. 

RA: I don't have a pet because I treated pets my parents had bad in the past and feel guilty plus I cannot have a pet where I live because of the state inspectors of Green Hills Estate. I have a stuffed elephant that I took from the garbage that is around 14 inches in length and is grey that says Macy's on the bottom of one foot. Thank you for your compliment Chameli.

I think the Antichrist made me treat the dogs and cats my parents had badly by controlling my soul's thoughts just like I was made to fall seemingly intentionally on the road about 15 times back in around the year 1995. I am surprised I didn't die from the impacts. The current society is not offering explanations to the mentally ill in the hospitals about their behavior to get them out and I think this is a disservice. We have to compare two things and create a paranoid link in between: For example: (1) Deepika (2)Paranoid link: The criteria for understanding Deepika is limited by the process of understanding as we evaluate the unknown for reason to establish worth with emotional sadness looking at the space of silence (3) Depression