They (Truth) don't want to buck IT with their bodies to avoid simulating sexuality because this would minimize their love pleasure with God that contains sodomy and the soul. Memory loss is applied for causing random control of events, changing the physical undetected causing delusion and disorganized function through behavior because the memories are not associating with the thought to create realistic emotions. They don't want to fit me in their minds with their mind or eyes to avoid giving me attention by initiating function with my thought by physical link. They want the rate of the mind to equal the rate of the body so IT or the spirit is controlled by the time and the truth. Truth of lie with sin (feeling the force of the lie) can change the material from one thing to another and this causes the memory of the physical forms to change form one thing to another. Lie is afraid to look at truth with and anxiety attack fearing change and cancellation of IT's feeling. They don't want IT (the spirit) to have its own memories which would challenge time. The hole is behind me as a mirror reflection and IT can be seen by looking at the back with a mirror in front of you. Look at the mirror reflection that is behind you and change the truth as you state what you want. Blanking hole with stress of physical via test with power of thought causing fear. Uncaring feeling of blue detected in my mind that causes hate may represent the Jews. Cancel the negative thought by cancelling two or more blue things mentally (a blue dress or pants and the blue sky). Classification of feelings can't be applied to feelings of life forms so we are controlled by numbers. They don't want to kiss my ass or do what I want by cooperating with my feelings but I am always doing what they want by kissing their asses with mental submission (a metaphor). I sense something very evil or spiteful in me that may have entered me when I was raped at I think six years old and this can be detected on how I feel for others. What is this evil, the Devil or an Angel?

I didn't know what "kiss my ass" meant until a few days ago but I don't mind accepting others in my heart