Good Morning Ksazma,
I like your style, you don't seem to hold grudges and have a forgiving mind, not different from some others on GNI.
I suspect it must be due to your strong spiritual focus in life.
Many on GNI, after a heated discussion or misunderstanding seem to hold ill feelings, instead of letting it go, especially if they are experiencing personal challenges and you know them as a friend, but could not give support.
My wife was like that in some ways, we would have a heated discussion and I will forget about it. Weeks later she would bring it up again and I would not even remember the incident.
Since we are all with different personalities and religious/political beliefs, there will always be challenges and heated discussions, but I believe how we deal with it tells about us.
A few weeks ago when President Ramnotar was in Gujarat, in some anger due to officials railroaded our suicide prevention program for youth in Berbice, I made a strong remark about 'wait til de Muslims get him' and you were offended, rightfully so and I am very sorry for the remark.
I want to explain the reason for my remark. In Anan, Gujarat we support a youth skills training centre from a monastery in Mumbai [ Like Guysuco at Port Mourant] with equipment donated by Germany.
I was just arriving at the train station with a Indian doctor passing through to buy farming machinery and without knowing me the asked if I know about Gujarat. I said yes I am here now at the train station, but he said no, no, do you really know about Gujarat.
I surrendered my ignorance to him and he explained what occurred at the train station.
Gujarat is one of the hot beds for Hindu and Muslim fighting. He might have been biased, but he influenced me by saying the Muslims burnt the railway cars with all the children, women and men inside.
I was very upset at this remark, because it reminds me of a train station in Bremerhaven,Germany where I was told Jews boarded the train for camps, where many did not survive.
I had the same depression feelings at both stations where the people were helpless.
We once arrived at night in Anan and at first I did not understand the secrecy of our group moving to another location. Lookouts made sure it was all clear and we were loaded in a mini-van and told to keep our heads down. It would seem religious gangs on both sides roam the streets at night.