Yeah, I'm a schizophrenic--choose to deny the truth and don't help the cause of Krishna.
They are circumcising my body by moving around me causing cutting of the nerves at the end of sight where time meets mind at physical with a wrong turn of force (force going in direction of time for love) of thought and feeling creating stress of time and force which is a lie of love. The fear of the Anxiety attack is to cancel the love of god which has to do with sodomy and the soul. Reflection of mind where sight meets physical cutting the nerves of IT. They trick me by making me go in direction of time for love. Normally I move against time.
Psychotic; doesn't it make a little sense (but you're not paranoid)?