They see my soul and they make her do the opposite of my desires-like hoping the bus will come and it is late due to a refusal to honor my mental thought with an associated physical completion. They are improvising when they talk and make it sound like they are not aware of this. There are good and bad aspects of this control. You can't tell in their eyes that they do evil because the voice will keep things non psychotic for our own protection and this is because the aliens have a very important agenda with us. Maybe they want to find out where missing loved ones are because they may be suffering under the influence of the antichrist.
I am now using yahoo site builder for my website (it is not the same as yahoo website builder). I no longer use Yahoo site solution because there were compatibility problems with web browsers.
With my limitations with schizophrenia I think I have accomplished much and it may be nice to see evidence of my achievements on the world known and unknown. Thinking that people are suffering is a catalyst to continue to resolve with paranoia to hopefully achieve change although their is not proof at the moment. May the clouds (sentient ones) up above protect us from those who wish us harm as we challenge the complexities we are given to resolve and learn at the same time. The grey area is the control in quiescence so see between the black and white.